5.11 cigarettes, birthday bands & ink
see, me and him, we started out as reckless lovers
something fueled the spark in a way that it couldn’t be stopped; it couldn’t even wait
not even for the sake of politeness
went out from tallinn for the weekend to visit my hometown and attend some family gatherings with riku and philipp. it’s been two years since i last went there. i don’t really get out of tallinn lately, either. seeing family makes me feel quite uneasy, yet it sends comfort to my heart. that they’re alright, i guess. i often get lost in the definition of ‘alright’ and tend to overthink things. other peoples emotions can reach me in an amplified way . . seeing my siamese cat and my small, fluffy, energetic dog made me bloom, leaving them, however left me heavyhearted. they were exceptionally loving in these past few days. a weekend full of animal smiles - we stayed at my brothers for sunday night alongside with his two golden retrievers and an adorable cat with a colourful moustache.
visited mico again, which goes along with every visit to southern estonia. me & riku ended up getting matching cats, which remind me of transformer cats. my anchor is now all polar with the new feline.
finally arriving home after terrible weather and long drives felt extraordinarily good. finally back to my little beauty, self-conscious and a little bit moody.